what have i given to this life?

actually..I feel a bit disappointed because i feel have not confidnt to contnue my stdy.. there are some things that make my confidence decreases. everything that was so close to me is away by slowly.
oh, i don't want to lose, really. just see the positive side of all, all the events and what happened to me, has always taught me to be stronger more than ever. my life is guided me on the path to be maturity. preparing me to be a woman who can tough and not easily for give up.
yes, i believe. strongly to believe even its hard more than i know..for this time. so, i can face it all better.